Now I know. I knew I was not ready for what God wanted me to do here. I thought all it would take was time and opportunity. But no. What God meant when He kept telling me "not yet" was that I was not even ready to get ready. Now He says I am. God is good. He allowed me to get all I thought I had to have. He gave me some strength, will, and self-confidence before He to revealed His first part of the plan. I must become "like a child" again with Him as my Father.
He gave me Grace to speak for him. So last night I asked Him to come into my life and be my Savior. Peace. Instant peace. When I awoke this morning, my 1st realization was how strong and well my body felt. Then I was aware of an intense sense of well-being and barely suppressed euphoria. I felt God fill me from my head to my toes. What joy! Everything looked new and more beautiful than the day before.
I am no longer afraid. I am a child of God. I am safe. I no longer have to be in control. I have surrendered to him. I only have to be here and listen to His Word. I am. I will.
I love God with all my heart, soul, and mind. There is no other. I will serve him forever. This I know if I know nothing else. By the Grace of God, I am.
1 comment:
yeah. the big cheese! i wonder where im going in life sometimes, and my mind floats back to religion. thanks for the post. helped me out :)
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